ok, so ive talked to jack, who says i need to make a move if i want john. so i txted him and hes actually talking to me now. lol. oh, but aaron really fast. well yea, he told rachel two days ago that he didnt really like me like 'that' which wz like, well! one problem solved. lol. he had nice timing tho, bc i had told rachel the night before that i didnt like him like that. lol. so anyways, hes like, kinda ignorishing me now. which is too bad, if we cant still be friends thats no fun. im glad anna and him are back together. end of that story.
so yea, ive been talkin to john and also fortmann, but in idffenret ways. and idk, i kinda got roped into going to a movie with fortmann. we were going to go to saw 5 but his parents thought it wznt an appropreate movie. lol. thats so funny. anyway, we went to see eagle eye, which wz good! i love shilo labeuf. which i dont kno how to spell for my life. lol. and he wanted a kiss after, but i didnt bc it wz just as friends.
wow im such a terrible person lol. im leading all these guys on alllll the time. like ogi.. did i tell you about that? no, i dont think i did, and ill not go there..
so basically tomorrow is halloween, and last halloween wz sooo fun. =]. firki stss. =) whee. so anyways, audrey is having a halloween party at her house from 615 till 12 so im goin to that and then i think ill leave early and go to jacks till curfew. yay.
and then saturday cat is having a halloween party at her house! wheee!
oh and this year for halloween im going to be a cowgirl. i hav a hat and boots which maia let me borrow, and a white tie shirt and a jean skirt! it will be fun!! woot! well, ill ttyl.
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Friday, October 24, 2008
elemental (II) continued..
ok, so after a day and half of really sweet txt messages i decided to break it off iwth fortmann. i did this for many reasons, most of which i still do not know, and all of which are pretty unexpalinable. lol. so i broke up with him in a very nice way and stuff. then i talked to jack, and he basically told me he wanted to ask me out and that he had told the rest of the band, meaning john and zach. i wz like, well no, i really dont want to get into that right now, so that wz ok. hm. after that they all semi ignored me, cept fortmann. who stil randomly txts me. he does get pts for being really sweet. so as of now, ( i think that is basically up to the other posts that i made out of order) im not sure whats going on with the whole me and aaron thing, or the whole me and anyone else thing. but that is my guy story of this year up till the current. and now i really am goingto bed.
more updates later.
more updates later.
its october guys
hm, so i dont know where i wz, so there will be large gaps in this story. ok so oh me and aaron hung out last weekend. we met at java house and i got hotchocolate, and then we went to the mall. we walked around for a bit to kill time bc the movie started at 9:50, and when we were walking john wz working at orange julius and i wz like.. oh.. and we went over and talked to him and stuff, and idk what wz up. and then we kept walking and we decided to go play ultimate outside of the mall! we got aarons frisbee and started playing the the parking lot inthe back corner by best buy. it wz sosososososo fun. very fun. so fun that we broke his frisbee. lol. into many pieces. it wz fun. we gave it a proper burial and prayed to the frisbee gods. then we went to sheels where we saw matt and got a new frisbee. and we played with that, and then we went to the movie. Nick and Nora's infinante playlist, good movie. sour patch kids. back left. mwah. etc. then he too me home and sparkie barked at us when we were in the driveway. so yeah, that wz pretty fun.
ok so hm after that, idk. oh, so this thursday wz a non advisory day. and they are my new fav days. i never realized how boring my lunch is normally. wow. so i had lunch with alot of ppl, including john =) ASIDE:: ok, wow, it seems like im obsessed with him, im not, its just... i do like him. there wz a long time in between this post and the last one that didnt evn talk to him and he basically ignored me ::END OF ASIDE so it wz me and grace and abi and jack and john and jamie and fortmann (who i havnt updated talking about but oh well..) and rachel and aud and crystal and rica and alot of ppl! it wz jus tufn.
about me and aaron. hes in my eb and ap gov and english. (wow thats alot lol) and hes fun and all, but i dont really like him like.. that. you kno? i feel kinda bad bc of the him and anna stuff. and hes super fun to hang with and stuff, but its just that i dont feel that way most of the time for him. and hes being slow about doing anything with us, so im guessing its not going to happen.
oh and im having problems keeping myself on one guy. well, no. on a low number of guys. guys are just rather fun to hang around with. like recently i really like all of the previously mentioned and sam, steve, jamie, and jerry (ish) hes just cool. and i hav this need to prove to myself someitng, bc i like hanging out with guys who i want to notice me. like, blah i evn am aware of guys like kui. its crazzzy. lol.
im going to sleep now. night love <3
ok so hm after that, idk. oh, so this thursday wz a non advisory day. and they are my new fav days. i never realized how boring my lunch is normally. wow. so i had lunch with alot of ppl, including john =) ASIDE:: ok, wow, it seems like im obsessed with him, im not, its just... i do like him. there wz a long time in between this post and the last one that didnt evn talk to him and he basically ignored me ::END OF ASIDE so it wz me and grace and abi and jack and john and jamie and fortmann (who i havnt updated talking about but oh well..) and rachel and aud and crystal and rica and alot of ppl! it wz jus tufn.
about me and aaron. hes in my eb and ap gov and english. (wow thats alot lol) and hes fun and all, but i dont really like him like.. that. you kno? i feel kinda bad bc of the him and anna stuff. and hes super fun to hang with and stuff, but its just that i dont feel that way most of the time for him. and hes being slow about doing anything with us, so im guessing its not going to happen.
oh and im having problems keeping myself on one guy. well, no. on a low number of guys. guys are just rather fun to hang around with. like recently i really like all of the previously mentioned and sam, steve, jamie, and jerry (ish) hes just cool. and i hav this need to prove to myself someitng, bc i like hanging out with guys who i want to notice me. like, blah i evn am aware of guys like kui. its crazzzy. lol.
im going to sleep now. night love <3
Friday, October 3, 2008
following out of order
and im wondering if i should ask someone about the john thing. mainly zach. but i really like him too.. idk. and by ask i mean talk to. i just need a normal opinion. that knows john. aaaaah i really liked him... anyway. night for real.
out of order
kk so tonight wz the west hc game. rachel and i went down to see aaron, and he taught us how to spin the mace. but i saw john and zach and fortmann there, and john went right past me and didnt evn say hi or look at me. -sigh- aww i really liked him too... i still do. and stupid ppl asking me out... gah. he should hav done someting earlier... i just like his personality or something, its so sweet, and hes cuddly. and.. awww. he wz flirting with some other girl, someone mcandrew i think. or one of her friends.
gah, i didnt get to the jack thing yet, i will later. not this post. this is just reflection on tonight. so anyways, aaron taught me and rachel spinning stuff, and then we went up to the school with him at half time. i wz talking to justin and then i wz talking to aaron and rachel and john matt and zach were right behind us... =( he hasnt evn talked to me forever. and im like, well its his loss, he didnt make a move or antying, but ach. and hes not evn comming to homecomming =(.
anyways, back to aaron. so rach and i hung out, and then aaron had to wait for his mom to get done, so we hung out with him. i wz leaning on him but then anna came over and wz all like girlfriendy to him, and i wz like.. oh wait, i thought they were broken up?? so i stopped leaning on him, and when she left she kissed him good bye, and it wz like, um, yeah... and then when she left he said he didnt want to get back together with her.. so anyways, hes comming to hc with us, and i want him to ask me to dance.
and aww, johnn... i would pick you over anyone else i kno right now.. awwww you go off and like some other girl. =(
and grace is mad at me. for the fortmann thing. i think anna wz jelous that rachel and i were hanging out with him and so she came over and wz all girlfriend like. and i think grace is jelous too. but maybe im being too self centered? idk.
neways, tomorrow is homecomming, night!
gah, i didnt get to the jack thing yet, i will later. not this post. this is just reflection on tonight. so anyways, aaron taught me and rachel spinning stuff, and then we went up to the school with him at half time. i wz talking to justin and then i wz talking to aaron and rachel and john matt and zach were right behind us... =( he hasnt evn talked to me forever. and im like, well its his loss, he didnt make a move or antying, but ach. and hes not evn comming to homecomming =(.
anyways, back to aaron. so rach and i hung out, and then aaron had to wait for his mom to get done, so we hung out with him. i wz leaning on him but then anna came over and wz all like girlfriendy to him, and i wz like.. oh wait, i thought they were broken up?? so i stopped leaning on him, and when she left she kissed him good bye, and it wz like, um, yeah... and then when she left he said he didnt want to get back together with her.. so anyways, hes comming to hc with us, and i want him to ask me to dance.
and aww, johnn... i would pick you over anyone else i kno right now.. awwww you go off and like some other girl. =(
and grace is mad at me. for the fortmann thing. i think anna wz jelous that rachel and i were hanging out with him and so she came over and wz all girlfriend like. and i think grace is jelous too. but maybe im being too self centered? idk.
neways, tomorrow is homecomming, night!
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
elemental
aiiight. so wow, so much has happened recently. ok so, first we'll go with the smart ppl stuff. well, no it fits better the other way around. ok. things in order. here we go.
so, two weeks ago was the city west game, and i wz standing next to fortmann. and we were semi flirting, but i wz just really having fun. why cant you play with guys and not hav it mean anything, serioulsy. gah. so then my facebook/internet is majorly messed, but he askes me to homecomming. but im alrready going with ppl so then i move on and idk, school is just school etc. and then so this weekend i wz at abi's party and ftmann wz txting grace saying he didnt want to come to hc bc no one would miss him, and being kinda suicidal and all. so she wz like, evryone txt him and just say you are fucking awesome! and so me and abi did. and he txts me back and is like whos this, n im like its nat. and then idk how it got started be we just started txting that night, or the next night, idk. and so i had to go home, so i do. and then later that weekend hes like, im wondering. and im like, wondering what?? and hes like wondering if it would be a good idea to ask you out. and to that (im still playing at this point) im like, well you should prolly tell me in person n all that. so hes like, ill see u monday morning after eb.
so monday we did cardio and i slipped out without him noticing me, so i didnt see him before first. jack had first open with me that day bc he told his mom he wz stuck in traffic on the interstate bc of some huge accidnet, so he got out of first period. he found me and i told him about what fortmann wz going to do, and hes like.. well you prolly should NOT. and i kinda half listen, but im not really thinking through anything at this point. jack wz saying fortmann is so manipulating, that he would do what ever he could to get what he wants, but i wz like, hah, he cant manipulate me. so after first period i went to ap gov and after apgov i wz going to my locker and fortmann wz there, so i wz like hey, and he put his arm around me and asked if i would go out with him... and i wz like. well, um. and i kinda said yes. and then i escaped, and went to chem. and then i get home that night and he has asked me to be his gf on fb, so im like wow, well..
(to be conintued)
so, two weeks ago was the city west game, and i wz standing next to fortmann. and we were semi flirting, but i wz just really having fun. why cant you play with guys and not hav it mean anything, serioulsy. gah. so then my facebook/internet is majorly messed, but he askes me to homecomming. but im alrready going with ppl so then i move on and idk, school is just school etc. and then so this weekend i wz at abi's party and ftmann wz txting grace saying he didnt want to come to hc bc no one would miss him, and being kinda suicidal and all. so she wz like, evryone txt him and just say you are fucking awesome! and so me and abi did. and he txts me back and is like whos this, n im like its nat. and then idk how it got started be we just started txting that night, or the next night, idk. and so i had to go home, so i do. and then later that weekend hes like, im wondering. and im like, wondering what?? and hes like wondering if it would be a good idea to ask you out. and to that (im still playing at this point) im like, well you should prolly tell me in person n all that. so hes like, ill see u monday morning after eb.
so monday we did cardio and i slipped out without him noticing me, so i didnt see him before first. jack had first open with me that day bc he told his mom he wz stuck in traffic on the interstate bc of some huge accidnet, so he got out of first period. he found me and i told him about what fortmann wz going to do, and hes like.. well you prolly should NOT. and i kinda half listen, but im not really thinking through anything at this point. jack wz saying fortmann is so manipulating, that he would do what ever he could to get what he wants, but i wz like, hah, he cant manipulate me. so after first period i went to ap gov and after apgov i wz going to my locker and fortmann wz there, so i wz like hey, and he put his arm around me and asked if i would go out with him... and i wz like. well, um. and i kinda said yes. and then i escaped, and went to chem. and then i get home that night and he has asked me to be his gf on fb, so im like wow, well..
(to be conintued)
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