Monday, July 13, 2009
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
infinity/death/forever?
so, i was thinking today, talking to a wall rather, and meditating on death. and life. and existance after life is over.
me: to me, im not going to die, and to you, you arent going to die.. but you could die to me i suppose other ppl can die to you but you will never die to yourself
me: ok, well you havnt been following all of that 7:27 PM but im not going to die, in the sence that ppl mean when they say death ok maybe i mean im not going to be dead 7:28 PM i will die in the sence that to you, i will end but i dont think its possible to die to yourself because as soon as you end there is nothing else no reccognition so, you arent dead you just arent alive any more there is no you there is only what there is when you are alive 7:29 PM all i kno, is what my life is like and if i were to die in the next five seconds i wouldnt kno Young: yeah me: i would just cease to exist so, im never going to be dead 7:30 PM i can be dead to other ppl but i cant be dead to myself anyway, arent you going to dinner? me too, i want something to eat
i think that you will never be dead. (to yourself) once you die, there is not any self to realize you are dead, and so, you are never 'dead' as far as you know. in a way, we are all immortal. everything we know, we see, we think, we feel, is all contained in our lifespan, and our life is forever to us. after death, there is no longer a 'self' to be dead, or be aware of such a satus.
so basically, because you only know your own life, it is as though you are immortal. your forever is forever to you, and when your forever is over, other peoples forevers may go on, but
m idk, this revalation, is not pessimistic at all. and im not trying to take away from the lives of the living, idk, its just a thought. its neat
me: to me, im not going to die, and to you, you arent going to die.. but you could die to me i suppose other ppl can die to you but you will never die to yourself
me: ok, well you havnt been following all of that 7:27 PM but im not going to die, in the sence that ppl mean when they say death ok maybe i mean im not going to be dead 7:28 PM i will die in the sence that to you, i will end but i dont think its possible to die to yourself because as soon as you end there is nothing else no reccognition so, you arent dead you just arent alive any more there is no you there is only what there is when you are alive 7:29 PM all i kno, is what my life is like and if i were to die in the next five seconds i wouldnt kno Young: yeah me: i would just cease to exist so, im never going to be dead 7:30 PM i can be dead to other ppl but i cant be dead to myself anyway, arent you going to dinner? me too, i want something to eat
i think that you will never be dead. (to yourself) once you die, there is not any self to realize you are dead, and so, you are never 'dead' as far as you know. in a way, we are all immortal. everything we know, we see, we think, we feel, is all contained in our lifespan, and our life is forever to us. after death, there is no longer a 'self' to be dead, or be aware of such a satus.
so basically, because you only know your own life, it is as though you are immortal. your forever is forever to you, and when your forever is over, other peoples forevers may go on, but
m idk, this revalation, is not pessimistic at all. and im not trying to take away from the lives of the living, idk, its just a thought. its neat
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